WHAT'S THE PROBLEM

*there's always happened...

When always im trying to start a topic to avoid the weird situation and there's always kena ignored. If really, next time i wont be talking anymore. And i wish i will never asking for people help if i can make it mysef, seriously! i don't like to see people's face while i do nothing wrong.

And always when i need some one to talk to, there's always "no reply" or "one message conversation". If im texting you means i want to chat with you but there's always ....... i feel so sad, because i feel so not important.

It just makes me feel, and im sorry. There's plenty of names in my phone book. But there's no one i can really text to. Because i know :-

- this is always busy

- this will not reply

- this is not good to be chat

- this will not be able to chat with you

- this have no topic to talk to

- this is not interested with your stuff

I know there's always some one that wish to talk to me and dont be misunderstand what im writing right now. i just feel sad why.....

Okay, i know i my such a emo. But can't help, sorry.

*just tells....

Some times i rather you just say it out honestly, and without any like " dont tell, later she not happy". but if i found it out later under this situation i will more sad. i already understand and accept what is going on beside me. i wish just let it be, nothing wrong letting me know and i knew there always no place for me to join. =) so no worry about that =) im okay and im accepting everything now on.

i m happy when i seeing them feel happy after i helping them, that's why i always give help whenever people need help. But some is always not appreciate and will not be remember what i did for them. People is always will remember the bad of you and never remember what the goods. Some always telling me that, don't be so kind. Because people will never appreciate. But cannot help, because i can't make it being not to help when seeing people asking for help.

Karma, i trust it! people will pay for it on what they did. =)

One whole month, i "earn" a lot. Found out many things. And same goes to my close friend. He got the same problem too. And now he finally understand what's the feeling. There's always some "ugly" one with a nice face. You will never know which is "human" and which is "ghost". And you can see who is really supporting you and which is not. That's why i said i earned a lot.

*there's always some different one....

You can see why people is so concern about you and what is going with you, what the problem about. And there's is always got 2 types. One is will keep asking and so exciting and at the same time so worrying, another one is "oooh, isee", "just ignore them lo" (story end). Don't even care about it and don't even want to know about the story. Do you think i should feel sad getting this kind of replies??

THAT'S WHY I CREATE A BLOG, ATLEAST I CAN TELL everything to BLOGSPOT. =)

*songisplaying*