APPRECIATED

Appreciate??  Will you?

Happy to heard what my friend told me.
She thanks me.
:"ellie, you know, honestly i really very appreciate you help me this few days. No one wants to help me."
and she asked,
:"Why you so nice, why you help me?"
i answered :"You asked me, then i help you."

No one in school will ask me for help seriously and i don't know why! hahahaa... Anyway, i like to help. If i able to help you sure i will help you =)

I am so happy and feel abit shy when she said this to me. Like i found someone thats really appreciate what i done for them and they really see. Some people might not see you cause they only wants "someone" to help them thats it and never appreciate and never remember and never say thank you.

Anyway, thanks for giving me a good day =) glad to help you =)

*pajamaswiththebirthdaycake*

XD

GOOD ENOUGH

Ellielimmeili.
Ellie is good enough to you compare to others. But you don't even appreciate and this is the 3rd time, 3rd time OKAY!!!  Hmmm. If i am the one who you find when you are boring only, please don't disturb me and mess up my mind and my time.

Something i not happy with is...
(he mentioned before)
-not everyone have to treat you good

Fine!!!
Thats it...
Really thats it.

Sometime, you thought you want to find someone to share with and that person don't even interested and don't even care whats you're sharing. So sad okay.

Hmm.... bye to you =) There's lot more here to love me and care about me.

*lovemyfamily*

It's been awhile

The feeling is back. I am not sure i think too much or what, anyway i don't feel good. Someone care someone's feeling so choose not to close with me? Or they don't even care about my feeling cause the other one is more important. Hmmmmm...... Cannot help ><''

This 2weeks manythings happened on me.

First, car accident. My neck got hurt, and now like very serious. From what doctor said, i should rest more and canot carry heavy stuff and do head exercise. No badminton and no roller coaster. Haihhhh....  somemore need to do physio for 3months. Now sleep also pain, sit or drive also pain. Neck, collar bone, shoulder, arms and back bone. Carry medicine everywhere.

Second, my sister's wedding. Because of my neck, now do anything also very difficult. Rushing mum's dress, my own dress and cousin's dinner dress. Bow ties and else la... Don't even have time to rest after the accident. Have to work on thursday. And there's a lot of work. Hmmm.. Doctor gave me 5days MC to rest at home but i still rushing my stuff in school. After this week, i think i really need to rest at home d. Damn tiring.

Will write a post about my sister's wedding after this. Stay tune!

*panaflex extra*

我可以無所謂

寂寞先生

曹格

你的笑容是恩惠　世界難得那麼美 

於是追 要你陪　可惜本能終會將美麗汗水化成淚水

黑夜之所以會黑　叫醒人心裡的鬼

在遊說 在縈迴　在體內是什麼 在把我摧毀在傷痕累累

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚

人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh ... I'm not okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎

人在愛情裡越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論(有)多虛偽

空虛並非是詞彙　能夠形容的魔鬼

它支配著行為　能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給　就像個傀儡

曲：曹格

詞：小寒

*love this song so much*

*lyrics DIM!!*

MASK

How do identify a person whether is true anot? Can you teach me how? For those who know me will know whats my attitude and whats my thinking. Hardly accept anyone in my life and hardly open my heart and do considering. What i can say is " DISAPPOINTED ". Thought there will be something interesting appear in my life but too bad, its just " hi " and going to say "bye" ??? Hmmmmm..... What do you think?

Why people have to be so complicated?
Want then go for it.
Don't want then just leave it.
Don't mess everywhere....
*easy*

Hmmmmm...... First time, really first time.

*booms*

KHALIL FONG

KHALIL FONG 'S CONCERT

Finally i can go for his concert and live listening to his sound and his songs. Actually i quite enjoy it although it  end quite early. Hmmmm..... If i am alone, i think it will be more feeling good. Really hard to find someone to  accompany to his concert. Why no people like him? His songs very nice eh!! Here's the picture.... My seat is quite high from the stage but the middle part got lots of empty seats so me and my friend went down and switch our seat to front. =) *earn* hehehe

Doh, this is my classmate Daniel. Thanks for accompany me to the concert  =D 

AND!! i met my friend there, same row with me =) 

Lee Kar Yan 

xoxo

After the concert then straight away go back to Seremban. *tired*

Realized i seldom use my camera already. Because of the tablet, capture already then can straight away can upload, more convenience. Btw, feel like getting a new camera but hmmmm...... *always want for new one* There's always the word, NOT ENOUGH even you already have it.

hahahahahahahahahahhahahaa

Nothing much to write this time.

Good night

bye bye

*sewing machine*

NEITHER

How do you think? 

What do you think? 

Do you think okay?

Any comment?

Saw some things today, and its just not long ago. So, do you think i should believe you? nonono, i should say this way. Do you think i should give you a chance? Hahaha....... =.=

Hmm.... just see what will happen next and please don't ever let me feel uncomfortable *thanks*. The important things is no lies behind, if yes then just bye =) Thinking there is just not long ago but so fast !! Hmm .. Is this showing that you are what kind of person? But of cause depends on what then only can comment a person. Anyway, just let it be. The god will help me to choose the correct one =)

So many things to do this week, almost die. 2 dresses to alter, one competition (diesel), fashion show and my partime job. This week is really really killing me. *killing me softly, killing me softly......... (songplaying)* Everyoen is getting marry this year, its a happy year for me. Seeing my friend get into a relationship, feel happy for her and he loves her so much. =D At the same time, my mind was asking " when i can see my 3 other friends to get a partner?" Anyways, we are always together dela~ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx

Thank you for today! Rest well and rest more.
Goodnight!

*percypigbuttercookies*

OH!!

Oh this is a bit different. Whats in my mind leh? Lets time make me clearer =)


After the few months, now finally i feel free. More relax now but i don't know whether i feel stressed or what, my gastric back to me again. Quite serious this time, pain for 2days already and i can't eat much. Some more gastric wind make me feel like vomit. can't stand properly because very pain. *cry*

Btw, recently got the group chat with all my seafood family members. Feel so happy can get all the updates from them although we all are not together. Some of them in Melbourne and some of them in KL and some of them in Seremban. Everyday when wake up, the first thing to do is read in whatsapp.

Good news!! School ever one week holiday, tomorrow no need to go to school. Happy that i no need to wake up early and take bus to KL. =D Will stay in the house and finish my work but !! BUT!! wednesday and thursday also need to work. *sigh*


Hope there is a bright way for me ya!

*hellopanda*

AM NOT SURE

Sometime people might not happy to talk with you, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not happy with your offer, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not willing to say yes, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not accepted, but i don't know.

hmmmm......... well, I AM NOT SURE!
I am not sure is that really true or something else, you will never know until they tell you.

LOVE STORY

Like someone and let someone stay in your heart for few years is not easy. Everyday want to know what someone's doing and where someone at.  Try to talk to someone, try to get someone's contact, try to go out with someone. When you know someone don't like you and someone is belongs to other, it was like end of the day.

After watching this movie, i feel so sad and i feel so touch. Its a thailand love story, saying about teenager's school life and love life. How good if let the girl know earlier that the boy love her too. Drama or movie always like that. HEY!! don't make me live in movie please..... i want a real life! Can i have one please?

Actually it happened on me before, twice. Like a guy for almost 4 years. Try every single way to connect with him. And try hard to find out who is he and details. Connected, talk, and chat. Getting closer and more topics. Sad case, he told me about the girl he like and wanna go for it. This is the most sad thing and i don't wanna know. Happy when everytime i see him, everyday like waiting to chat with him. Even he is in a relationship, my heart is still remain the same. Don't call me stupid please. Never request for anything. Feel happy and sad all alone. If let say there is a nextime, i will choose to let him know and ask for it! PEOPLE!! MUST ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT OKAY!! GANBATEH!! 

How good if both love each other !

*imagination....................*