我可以無所謂

寂寞先生

曹格

你的笑容是恩惠　世界難得那麼美 

於是追 要你陪　可惜本能終會將美麗汗水化成淚水

黑夜之所以會黑　叫醒人心裡的鬼

在遊說 在縈迴　在體內是什麼 在把我摧毀在傷痕累累

我可以無所謂　寂寞卻一直掉眼淚

人類除了擅長頹廢　做什麼都不對　Oh ... I'm not okay

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎

人在愛情裡越殘廢　就會越多安慰　無論(有)多虛偽

空虛並非是詞彙　能夠形容的魔鬼

它支配著行為　能擺脫寂寞我什麼都肯給　就像個傀儡

曲：曹格

詞：小寒

*love this song so much*

*lyrics DIM!!*

MASK

How do identify a person whether is true anot? Can you teach me how? For those who know me will know whats my attitude and whats my thinking. Hardly accept anyone in my life and hardly open my heart and do considering. What i can say is " DISAPPOINTED ". Thought there will be something interesting appear in my life but too bad, its just " hi " and going to say "bye" ??? Hmmmmm..... What do you think?

Why people have to be so complicated?
Want then go for it.
Don't want then just leave it.
Don't mess everywhere....
*easy*

Hmmmmm...... First time, really first time.

*booms*

KHALIL FONG

KHALIL FONG 'S CONCERT

Finally i can go for his concert and live listening to his sound and his songs. Actually i quite enjoy it although it  end quite early. Hmmmm..... If i am alone, i think it will be more feeling good. Really hard to find someone to  accompany to his concert. Why no people like him? His songs very nice eh!! Here's the picture.... My seat is quite high from the stage but the middle part got lots of empty seats so me and my friend went down and switch our seat to front. =) *earn* hehehe

Doh, this is my classmate Daniel. Thanks for accompany me to the concert  =D 

AND!! i met my friend there, same row with me =) 

Lee Kar Yan 

xoxo

After the concert then straight away go back to Seremban. *tired*

Realized i seldom use my camera already. Because of the tablet, capture already then can straight away can upload, more convenience. Btw, feel like getting a new camera but hmmmm...... *always want for new one* There's always the word, NOT ENOUGH even you already have it.

hahahahahahahahahahhahahaa

Nothing much to write this time.

Good night

bye bye

*sewing machine*

NEITHER

How do you think? 

What do you think? 

Do you think okay?

Any comment?

Saw some things today, and its just not long ago. So, do you think i should believe you? nonono, i should say this way. Do you think i should give you a chance? Hahaha....... =.=

Hmm.... just see what will happen next and please don't ever let me feel uncomfortable *thanks*. The important things is no lies behind, if yes then just bye =) Thinking there is just not long ago but so fast !! Hmm .. Is this showing that you are what kind of person? But of cause depends on what then only can comment a person. Anyway, just let it be. The god will help me to choose the correct one =)

So many things to do this week, almost die. 2 dresses to alter, one competition (diesel), fashion show and my partime job. This week is really really killing me. *killing me softly, killing me softly......... (songplaying)* Everyoen is getting marry this year, its a happy year for me. Seeing my friend get into a relationship, feel happy for her and he loves her so much. =D At the same time, my mind was asking " when i can see my 3 other friends to get a partner?" Anyways, we are always together dela~ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx

Thank you for today! Rest well and rest more.
Goodnight!

*percypigbuttercookies*

OH!!

Oh this is a bit different. Whats in my mind leh? Lets time make me clearer =)


After the few months, now finally i feel free. More relax now but i don't know whether i feel stressed or what, my gastric back to me again. Quite serious this time, pain for 2days already and i can't eat much. Some more gastric wind make me feel like vomit. can't stand properly because very pain. *cry*

Btw, recently got the group chat with all my seafood family members. Feel so happy can get all the updates from them although we all are not together. Some of them in Melbourne and some of them in KL and some of them in Seremban. Everyday when wake up, the first thing to do is read in whatsapp.

Good news!! School ever one week holiday, tomorrow no need to go to school. Happy that i no need to wake up early and take bus to KL. =D Will stay in the house and finish my work but !! BUT!! wednesday and thursday also need to work. *sigh*


Hope there is a bright way for me ya!

*hellopanda*

AM NOT SURE

Sometime people might not happy to talk with you, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not happy with your offer, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not willing to say yes, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not accepted, but i don't know.

hmmmm......... well, I AM NOT SURE!
I am not sure is that really true or something else, you will never know until they tell you.

LOVE STORY

Like someone and let someone stay in your heart for few years is not easy. Everyday want to know what someone's doing and where someone at.  Try to talk to someone, try to get someone's contact, try to go out with someone. When you know someone don't like you and someone is belongs to other, it was like end of the day.

After watching this movie, i feel so sad and i feel so touch. Its a thailand love story, saying about teenager's school life and love life. How good if let the girl know earlier that the boy love her too. Drama or movie always like that. HEY!! don't make me live in movie please..... i want a real life! Can i have one please?

Actually it happened on me before, twice. Like a guy for almost 4 years. Try every single way to connect with him. And try hard to find out who is he and details. Connected, talk, and chat. Getting closer and more topics. Sad case, he told me about the girl he like and wanna go for it. This is the most sad thing and i don't wanna know. Happy when everytime i see him, everyday like waiting to chat with him. Even he is in a relationship, my heart is still remain the same. Don't call me stupid please. Never request for anything. Feel happy and sad all alone. If let say there is a nextime, i will choose to let him know and ask for it! PEOPLE!! MUST ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT OKAY!! GANBATEH!! 

How good if both love each other !

*imagination....................* 

HAPPENDED ON ME AGAIN

Its been after 4 or 5 year, now i meet another one. But every time the same, is this a CURSE??


If i message you meaning i want to chat with you. (if not i don't even care)
If i keep asking you meaning i really want a long chat.
If i say "you fuhin ngor, never reply also" meaning i want you to care me more and text me more.
If i try to ask you for a accompany meaning i want to see you.


Why guy is always so KAYU one?


If you really want to get me, please show me you "heart". Don't just use your mouth and talk, please do some action. Everyone can talk, talk can be very easy but you've to do it.


I am okay if i couldn't start. Even if i missed. Because i will keep going and never look back. If any decision have make, i will keep it and look forward. I wont force myself to accept something that i know i will not happy or don't like later, so i better choose not!


Even sometimes you talking so sweet to me but i m not sure whether you are the same to other girls anot. I don't feel any secure from you. When you are asking me to go anywhere and when i reconfirm, you've already get another plan. So i don't know whether you are really want to have a date with me or only want "someone" can accompany you. Please make it clear man!! I am confused. Sometimes you never reply me and sometimes you don't even bother me. Hmmmmm......

Sad case.



Let's see what uncle benny said is true anot.

hug

xoxo

YESTERDAY AND TODAY AND FOREVER

YESTERDAY

and

TODAY

and

FOREVER

i saw this in the church today. instead of yesterday and today and tomorrow but there are yesterday and today and forever. No matter what, everything we done and everything we did. there's always either get or lost. We must happy what we get and we should happy what we lost. HAPPY on what we get and we appreciate, HAPPY on what we lost and there's a reason for us to do it better on next. YESTERDAY is the same, TODAY still the same and it will be FOREVER. Bring along this thinking then you will be feel better in your life and your future.

The person we'd lost, it doesn't mean we lost everything. Who knows we can get another better one afterthat?

BE HAPPY AND STAY AWAY SADNESS.

*working on it*

After finish everything, my STYLO show case, shoe competition. I am glad that our group won the 2nd prize in creative art category. Thanks to the teammates who work out together and never sleep for the few days. Happy to work with them =) Congratulation to lorenzo team who won the 1st prize in creative art category and 2nd prize in the miniature category. Feel sad for the juniors because i can see they work very hard on their creation and its really nice! But nevermind guys, take this as a experience and do it better nextyear =)

From this 3weeks, i can really see who is really your friend. The true one. When you need help, whose the one who really give help on you and whose the one who don't even bother. =) thank you very much !! =) Thanks to all the friends who gives help on me! thanks alot!!

A big thanks to Rayden and Xuan soh seriously. They both helps alot =) thanks and also madam. besides my dearest one, xinli and jesslyn and even olivia dela~ thanks =) others is my sml's mates and juniors and winnie and her sister wendy =) THANKS

In this period, i stayed in SML almost a month.Thanks for the place, madam

*the cute little twin babies*

xoxo

LOVE YOU YOU

This movie is sooo NICE!!

every word, every dialog, is so true... I LIKE IT!!

i cried when i watching. i believe same go to you.

guys!!

IS A MUST KAY!!

MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE!!

This is the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFTxK6J1eNk&feature=related

so touching dela~