NEITHER

How do you think? 

What do you think? 

Do you think okay?

Any comment?

Saw some things today, and its just not long ago. So, do you think i should believe you? nonono, i should say this way. Do you think i should give you a chance? Hahaha....... =.=

Hmm.... just see what will happen next and please don't ever let me feel uncomfortable *thanks*. The important things is no lies behind, if yes then just bye =) Thinking there is just not long ago but so fast !! Hmm .. Is this showing that you are what kind of person? But of cause depends on what then only can comment a person. Anyway, just let it be. The god will help me to choose the correct one =)

So many things to do this week, almost die. 2 dresses to alter, one competition (diesel), fashion show and my partime job. This week is really really killing me. *killing me softly, killing me softly......... (songplaying)* Everyoen is getting marry this year, its a happy year for me. Seeing my friend get into a relationship, feel happy for her and he loves her so much. =D At the same time, my mind was asking " when i can see my 3 other friends to get a partner?" Anyways, we are always together dela~ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx

Thank you for today! Rest well and rest more.
Goodnight!

*percypigbuttercookies*

OH!!

Oh this is a bit different. Whats in my mind leh? Lets time make me clearer =)


After the few months, now finally i feel free. More relax now but i don't know whether i feel stressed or what, my gastric back to me again. Quite serious this time, pain for 2days already and i can't eat much. Some more gastric wind make me feel like vomit. can't stand properly because very pain. *cry*

Btw, recently got the group chat with all my seafood family members. Feel so happy can get all the updates from them although we all are not together. Some of them in Melbourne and some of them in KL and some of them in Seremban. Everyday when wake up, the first thing to do is read in whatsapp.

Good news!! School ever one week holiday, tomorrow no need to go to school. Happy that i no need to wake up early and take bus to KL. =D Will stay in the house and finish my work but !! BUT!! wednesday and thursday also need to work. *sigh*


Hope there is a bright way for me ya!

*hellopanda*

AM NOT SURE

Sometime people might not happy to talk with you, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not happy with your offer, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not willing to say yes, but i don't know.
Sometime people might not accepted, but i don't know.

hmmmm......... well, I AM NOT SURE!
I am not sure is that really true or something else, you will never know until they tell you.

LOVE STORY

Like someone and let someone stay in your heart for few years is not easy. Everyday want to know what someone's doing and where someone at.  Try to talk to someone, try to get someone's contact, try to go out with someone. When you know someone don't like you and someone is belongs to other, it was like end of the day.

After watching this movie, i feel so sad and i feel so touch. Its a thailand love story, saying about teenager's school life and love life. How good if let the girl know earlier that the boy love her too. Drama or movie always like that. HEY!! don't make me live in movie please..... i want a real life! Can i have one please?

Actually it happened on me before, twice. Like a guy for almost 4 years. Try every single way to connect with him. And try hard to find out who is he and details. Connected, talk, and chat. Getting closer and more topics. Sad case, he told me about the girl he like and wanna go for it. This is the most sad thing and i don't wanna know. Happy when everytime i see him, everyday like waiting to chat with him. Even he is in a relationship, my heart is still remain the same. Don't call me stupid please. Never request for anything. Feel happy and sad all alone. If let say there is a nextime, i will choose to let him know and ask for it! PEOPLE!! MUST ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT OKAY!! GANBATEH!! 

How good if both love each other !

*imagination....................* 

HAPPENDED ON ME AGAIN

Its been after 4 or 5 year, now i meet another one. But every time the same, is this a CURSE??


If i message you meaning i want to chat with you. (if not i don't even care)
If i keep asking you meaning i really want a long chat.
If i say "you fuhin ngor, never reply also" meaning i want you to care me more and text me more.
If i try to ask you for a accompany meaning i want to see you.


Why guy is always so KAYU one?


If you really want to get me, please show me you "heart". Don't just use your mouth and talk, please do some action. Everyone can talk, talk can be very easy but you've to do it.


I am okay if i couldn't start. Even if i missed. Because i will keep going and never look back. If any decision have make, i will keep it and look forward. I wont force myself to accept something that i know i will not happy or don't like later, so i better choose not!


Even sometimes you talking so sweet to me but i m not sure whether you are the same to other girls anot. I don't feel any secure from you. When you are asking me to go anywhere and when i reconfirm, you've already get another plan. So i don't know whether you are really want to have a date with me or only want "someone" can accompany you. Please make it clear man!! I am confused. Sometimes you never reply me and sometimes you don't even bother me. Hmmmmm......

Sad case.



Let's see what uncle benny said is true anot.

hug

xoxo

YESTERDAY AND TODAY AND FOREVER

YESTERDAY

and

TODAY

and

FOREVER

i saw this in the church today. instead of yesterday and today and tomorrow but there are yesterday and today and forever. No matter what, everything we done and everything we did. there's always either get or lost. We must happy what we get and we should happy what we lost. HAPPY on what we get and we appreciate, HAPPY on what we lost and there's a reason for us to do it better on next. YESTERDAY is the same, TODAY still the same and it will be FOREVER. Bring along this thinking then you will be feel better in your life and your future.

The person we'd lost, it doesn't mean we lost everything. Who knows we can get another better one afterthat?

BE HAPPY AND STAY AWAY SADNESS.

*working on it*

After finish everything, my STYLO show case, shoe competition. I am glad that our group won the 2nd prize in creative art category. Thanks to the teammates who work out together and never sleep for the few days. Happy to work with them =) Congratulation to lorenzo team who won the 1st prize in creative art category and 2nd prize in the miniature category. Feel sad for the juniors because i can see they work very hard on their creation and its really nice! But nevermind guys, take this as a experience and do it better nextyear =)

From this 3weeks, i can really see who is really your friend. The true one. When you need help, whose the one who really give help on you and whose the one who don't even bother. =) thank you very much !! =) Thanks to all the friends who gives help on me! thanks alot!!

A big thanks to Rayden and Xuan soh seriously. They both helps alot =) thanks and also madam. besides my dearest one, xinli and jesslyn and even olivia dela~ thanks =) others is my sml's mates and juniors and winnie and her sister wendy =) THANKS

In this period, i stayed in SML almost a month.Thanks for the place, madam

*the cute little twin babies*

xoxo

LOVE YOU YOU

This movie is sooo NICE!!

every word, every dialog, is so true... I LIKE IT!!

i cried when i watching. i believe same go to you.

guys!!

IS A MUST KAY!!

MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE!!

This is the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFTxK6J1eNk&feature=related

so touching dela~

HELP

be TOUGH

be STRONG

be INDEPENDENT

HELP yourself better than asking for HELP

Been tired asking for help. Feel so sad when no one will help. Too many things comes to me. Although i am tough enough but i still need people's help. Everyday work until can die. 12days left and i one piece also haven't finish. So many layer have to be cut. I really want that i can work with my own but i scared i have not enough time. Hope everything go smooth today.

*smith potato chip*

FASHION STUDENT'S LIFE

These days i used to stay in the school and rush for my stuff. It been already a week. Everyday sleep at 4am 0r 5am in the morning and wake up at 9am. Hmm...

FASHION STUDENT

MY LIFE

That day went out and i can even fall asleep on the table while waiting the food in the restaurant. Too tired and not enough sleep. My friend took this photo and posted in facebook. Omg, so paiseh! But anyway the photo not very ugly right? LOL

Valentine's day, the day of my presentation of my shoe competition. Drove away from Seremban to KL and attend the press conference and the judging section. Finished judging around 530pm and went for dinner with my schoolmates. Afterthat then drove back to seremban alone on the valentine's day =.= wtf!

This is my shoe. Named "In-security". Nice?

Btw, you can view all the other shoes in facebook, http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.360885503929738.92058.354894231195532&type=1

Being too stressed these day. Let me list out what i need to do and what i am doing:-

-shoe design competition presentation (14 feb)

-review of shoe creative display design competition (18 feb)

-press conference of STYLO (28 feb)

-review of STYLO food wear design (1 march)

-my own fashion show on opening day of STYLO (17 march)

-food wear show of STYLO (26 march)

-presentation of shoe creative display design (29 march)

-shoe design competition result day (29 march)

AND* I AM WORKING PARTIME EVERY THURSDAY

-company fashion show's project (5 april)

After i listed out, i feel so stress. OMG!! STRESSED!!!!

For my own fashion show, i will be doing 6 pieces in 3weeks time. hmmm, is that possible? im so scared and i feel so afraid i can't finish it on time.

PLEASE HELP ME !!

HELP ME PLEASE!!

*bunbunislyingonthetable*

IN THIS MOMENT

I am sad.

I am stressed.

I feel down when seeing that.

I felt depressed when i knew it.

I AM OUT !

*tough baby tough*